I was SCAMMED in Friends For Sale, not only ONCE but TWICE! Almost 1B of my money from that application was taken from me by two persons whom I don't know, who took advantage of my ability to give so much trust to people. I was mad, freaked out, cursed them.
I went to church just this morning. As I sing praise and worship songs, which happen that those were the songs I really like, in an instant I realized so many things regarding my FFS.
UNDERSTANDING and FORGIVING
Those people who scammed me reasoned out that they too were scammed by other people. In order to get their money back, they have to scam back. One of those said (quoting):
"hi.. sorry.. but i was scammed by a Guy.. Named Mesho.. but theres nothing i could to but to SCAMMED BACK.. sorry :(
"HOPE u understand my friend EDDIE.. sometimes we NEED to be CRUEL in order to be KIND.. BAD people can make us DO BAD THINGS.. sorry for the Guy who i just scammed.. its just that.. i got scammed.. and its part of the game.. sorry :)"
I know he's a little bit unreasonable. The equation BAD+BAD=KIND is unequal not to mathematics but to all who love and hate math. When I was first scammed, my mind never suggested to me, not even a bit, to scam others in order to regain what was stolen from me. I was mad, I freaked out, I cursed them. WAS.
Understand - that's the first thing that came to me. Even though it had been difficult for me, I must understand. God wants me to. I know, before I can forgive other people, I must understand them. True, isn't? I freaked out because, at first I didn't understand. But when I tried, that out of madness also, they scammed others, me, I feel that I can forgive them. Now, I did. I forgive them, without any other conviction and hesitation, I forgive them =) In return, please forgive me for the things I have done. Sorry.
EMANCIPATION
Nothing. I just realized how I become such a slave by facebook that I really got really affected by this incident. I know. I reacted much with such pathetic application. I AM A FACEBOOK ADDICT. Hell yeah I admit! And yeah I'm pathetic! Facebook has takin' over my studies, time, sleeping habit, my life! :(
In order for me to avoid more problems caused by this addiction, I'll try to lessen (no, I'LL LESSEN) my facebook-hours. Until I can have a life independent of this site. Please pray for me. I'm the chef, pilot, farmer of my own life!
LIFE
SCAM. Though that was just a game, I thought, "If they can do this in a game, there is a probability that they can do it in real life," am I right? yeah. I mean, they're mind were corrupted that they thought of taking advantage of others. There will come a point that they have to do it because others had done it to them. Same principle, right? The difference? It'll be, in any form, more painful, wouldn't it? That's cruelty. That's life. I still can't imagine my life when I step out of my college. One thing must be done, I must equip my self well. Build my beliefs, my principle, my faith. :)
A simple experience made me realize so many things! I hope you too were able to grasp what I conveyed.
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