"The supreme accomplishment is to blur the line between work and play." -Arnold J. Toynbe
It's been two months, or maybe when the day I stopped becoming one, since I become an officer of the Mapua-IEEE, my beloved organization. Since the day that I resigned or whatever, though changes are inevitable, it never occurred to me that it will result to this.
As what the title of my blog says, I have no directions! I think that this is the effect of not being involved in the organization as an officer anymore. When I started to become an officer, serving as an Assistant CoE Coordinator in the Research and Development Committee and later as the Research Coordinator of the same committee, I was eager to do things that concern the organization. I attended every committee and general meetings as much as I could (though I missed a couple because of some reasons), I prepared the form for one of the seminars and some minutes and assessments that my boss, Arjie and Ching told me to do, did all the pre parations for the Project Design Competition (the event being held by the Mapua-IEEE organized by the RnD Committee), etc while performing well with my studies. I did all of those eagerly and whole-heartedly because I love this organization. When I resigned in my post and not accepted the offer to become the head of the committee I belong, I think that was the time I started to become "wasted".
I don't want to elaborate more of this me being wasted. Some people might get angry when they read this blog if I elaborate it. The thing is, in terms of my academic studies, comparing it to my previous performances, I poorly do my works now. I focus myself more of playing Restaurant City in Facebook, digging in Digg, etc instead of doing my paper works. D*mn! Pity. LOL. More or less, this is the effect of me resigning. Mapua-IEEE has done so much in my stay in Mapua. It thought me the PILER (Professionalism, Integrity, Leadership, Espri de Corps, Remuneration). I know it is wrong to act, or in any form, blame anything. I know the way I act right now is wrong. I realize that. Actually, I try to regain my self again. I hope it won't last long. I have to be at my best. I'm about to graduate now. I MUST BE AT MY BEST! :(
As what the title of my blog says, I have no directions! I think that this is the effect of not being involved in the organization as an officer anymore. When I started to become an officer, serving as an Assistant CoE Coordinator in the Research and Development Committee and later as the Research Coordinator of the same committee, I was eager to do things that concern the organization. I attended every committee and general meetings as much as I could (though I missed a couple because of some reasons), I prepared the form for one of the seminars and some minutes and assessments that my boss, Arjie and Ching told me to do, did all the pre parations for the Project Design Competition (the event being held by the Mapua-IEEE organized by the RnD Committee), etc while performing well with my studies. I did all of those eagerly and whole-heartedly because I love this organization. When I resigned in my post and not accepted the offer to become the head of the committee I belong, I think that was the time I started to become "wasted".
I don't want to elaborate more of this me being wasted. Some people might get angry when they read this blog if I elaborate it. The thing is, in terms of my academic studies, comparing it to my previous performances, I poorly do my works now. I focus myself more of playing Restaurant City in Facebook, digging in Digg, etc instead of doing my paper works. D*mn! Pity. LOL. More or less, this is the effect of me resigning. Mapua-IEEE has done so much in my stay in Mapua. It thought me the PILER (Professionalism, Integrity, Leadership, Espri de Corps, Remuneration). I know it is wrong to act, or in any form, blame anything. I know the way I act right now is wrong. I realize that. Actually, I try to regain my self again. I hope it won't last long. I have to be at my best. I'm about to graduate now. I MUST BE AT MY BEST! :(
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